My reality

I was abused when I was about 3. I’m gonna call him “the cousin” when I mention him. He’s now a police officer and has two little daughters. Other family members couldn’t do anything about it after I told them,because he denied ever touching me. And that really broke me.

-I have Borderline Personality Disorder. I have lots of anxiety.
-Control obssesed, which leads me to eat a lot ,binge/purge periods or to starve
myself.
-Recovering cutter, self-injury has been my scape since I was 14.
- Sex panic.
-Nervous breakdowns
-Alcoholic….I’m just a fucking pathetic drunk,
-Xanax ,Rivotril, Klonopin,Valium and Halcion addiction.(pretty much any benzodiapine I’ll take,you name it)
- I love pain. And I’d like to try BDSM. That kind of sex I’m not afraid of.

http://suicidal-cherry.tumblr.com/tagged/the-cousin