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My mother and her dramas…..now she wants me out of the house because she saw one of my three new tattoos.
I know it would be better to be out,we don’t do any good for each other, we only fight and make each other cry. We shouldn’t live together.
But right now,i don’t have anywhere to go.



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Right now I’m overexcited for nothing at all
I’m all like ” I DON’T CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE”
Like,manic…well,I’m not bipolar,I’m a borderline but yeah i think we are a little too manic some times too….I’m running out of Xanax so I’m very afraid of the withdrawls…and….I DONT CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARE
like srsly fuck everything i just wanna jump all night D:



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When I have my baby girl,I’m gonna document every single thing she does and make a blog dedicated to her and get a tattoo with her name.

WAIT NO you’re just a junkie,you’re high,you’re numbed….you don’t deserve to be a mother EVER.



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I have this HUGE crush on this teacher and I had this extremely erotic dream about him………..OMG,why did I have to wake up,god,why?



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Xanax withdrawal is unbearable…

damnit



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“He pierced her labia for “identification” purposes, although he later he told her it was symbolic of a wedding ring and that some day he hoped to have children with her.”….



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I guess I will go back to xanax,alcohol and having meaninless sex with a lot of people i don not care about



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I want more Xanax,Valium,Klonopin,Rivotril and Halcion……..I can never get enough benzos



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You were the only thing that might have saved my life. No I won’t never know how the rest of my life would be.



#me #personal stuff #PSTD #suicidal thoughts


Xanax & Rivotril cocktail.

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I wanted my baby soo bad :8

now i’m high asfuck ans cryting becase f reason„,the museam trying to censirship my work and my life and the curator ,the coordinstor of the mueum snd the corecos were so dissapointed and i’m ashamed tht i o¿got hme in a lot of trouble,
in the kast year my life has been shit and hell…whn i though everyhthing was gonna be ok,it collapses….even with love,i thugn shenwas a girl worth being monogamous„,but now,i’m just sad,dissapinted and high as fuck



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I was happily messed up before meeting you…..why did YOU have to happen??

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